My First Real Friend

I’m the sunshine behind the clouds,
At night, I’m the new moon,
You don’t see me anymore
What is said is probably discarded
As we desperately try to salvage connection
Putting each other first

Energy is never destroyed
But it is misplaced
Where do we lose it?
By trying to keep it for ourselves?

Some things come in threes
Dimensions, colours, buses,
And us