{"id":640,"date":"2020-09-30T15:54:45","date_gmt":"2020-09-30T14:54:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/johntownshend.com\/wordpress\/?p=640"},"modified":"2020-09-30T15:54:45","modified_gmt":"2020-09-30T14:54:45","slug":"christs-emotional-instability","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/christs-emotional-instability\/","title":{"rendered":"Christ&#8217;s Emotional Instability"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The crucifying pain I carry in my head.<br \/>\nI&#8217;d smash it against stone walls until I drop down dead.<br \/>\nThe pulsating murder of horror in my brain.<br \/>\nIf only it would drown; deep in never ending rain.<\/p>\n<p>I cannot walk. I cannot see.<br \/>\nHumanity&#8217;s hatred rules do not dare blame me.<br \/>\nI cannot hear. I cannot pee.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m fit to burst with rage; unforgivingly.<\/p>\n<p>I want to die.<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t continue.<br \/>\nMy mind has gone.<br \/>\nMy rotting organs, a congregated retinue.<\/p>\n<p>Let me go. I cannot wait.<br \/>\nMy hatred burns all my mates.<br \/>\nI ruin everything. Don&#8217;t let me go.<br \/>\nI need you more than you know.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The crucifying pain I carry in my head. I&#8217;d smash it against stone walls until I drop down dead. The pulsating murder of horror in my brain. If only it would drown; deep in never ending rain. I cannot walk. I cannot see. Humanity&#8217;s hatred rules do not dare blame me. I cannot hear. I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/christs-emotional-instability\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Christ&#8217;s Emotional Instability<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-640","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/640","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=640"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/640\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=640"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=640"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=640"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}