{"id":449,"date":"2019-11-17T05:36:40","date_gmt":"2019-11-17T05:36:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/johntownshend.com\/wordpress\/?p=449"},"modified":"2019-11-17T05:36:40","modified_gmt":"2019-11-17T05:36:40","slug":"449-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/449-2\/","title":{"rendered":"A quick decline"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My hyper sensitivity and extreme resilience are two sides of the same coin.<\/p>\n<p>I have a lot of those coins.<\/p>\n<p>I should learn to flip on demand.<\/p>\n<p>Instead I want to spend them all on you.<\/p>\n<p>As all my constituent parts condense into one.<\/p>\n<p>As all memories of myself are gone and forgotten.<\/p>\n<p>I learn the best days were the worst days<\/p>\n<p>And the hardest days were the easiest.<\/p>\n<p>Everything speeds up<\/p>\n<p>Spinning slowly<\/p>\n<p>Then faster<\/p>\n<p>And faster.<\/p>\n<p>Stillness.<\/p>\n<p>The end<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My hyper sensitivity and extreme resilience are two sides of the same coin. I have a lot of those coins. I should learn to flip on demand. Instead I want to spend them all on you. As all my constituent parts condense into one. As all memories of myself are gone and forgotten. I learn &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/449-2\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A quick decline<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-449","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/449","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=449"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/449\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=449"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=449"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jwt.quest\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=449"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}